I look up

By: Asa Montreaux 

I look up and all of the sudden, 

I feel fuzzy

I can handle a simple conversation 

I can go to work and do those easy things right?

Yes.

But I find that I can’t, and everything that 

was easy, is confusing. And everything that 

was normal, is now scary. 

I can’t be sure I heard what they said correctly

I can’t be sure I haven’t fucked up so bad.

I am not sure I am in control

Though

Probably nothing is happening 

Is this what I wanted 

When I took that big toke?

???